I just need a break. A break from conflict. A break from interaction. A break from that. A break from this. A break from everything. Sounds like I want to run away from my problems yeah? Keep reading por favor.
Why has it taken me this long to sit down and blog again? Well, I’ve been feeling helpless, and that’s just the simple truth. It feels like life decided to chew me up and spit me out in such a guttural way.
You know what I say about this helpless, downright nauseating feeling though? BRING IT.
God has already put strength and perseverance in my heart for me to know that everything is in place so that I’m able to get to the next level (watch my latest YouTube vlog on Opportunity). I realized that in previous moments of feeling helpless, I let myself stay in those moments for days; sometimes even weeks on end. And that’s obviously not the best idea for a sexy, single, HAPPY woman.
I’ve decided to snap myself out of this helpless funk. And realize that everything in life is happening right now because it is supposed to. I have to just see it for what it is and not worse than what it is. Sure, there will be days where I am going to allow myself to process feelings other than happiness and joy. However, that timeframe of processing will have an expiration. I refuse to let my over analytical, crazy-Asian-woman mind control how I see and feel about the world. As long as I lead with faith and know that God has everything under control, I know that my feelings of helplessness will always be temporary.
Time to get comfortable with being uncomfortable!